Oaths Are Like Smoke

It is already 1941... It has been five years since I returned to Singapore. I haven't kept a diary in the past five years. It seems that there is nothing I can remember in my life. It's just plain and simple, just thinking about the glass of boiled water in front of me. I have never heard from Chengkai. The war in China has been going on for four years since it officially started. No one expected that the war would last so long. I remember the day I left, Chengkai said that the war would not last long. He said that when the war is over, I will go back to Shanghai, and he will always be waiting for me at home. Now, what happened to Chengkai? Has he found the green instrument? Has he already settled her down and gone home to wait for me? Hehe! I'm so stupid, how could he really wait for me? What he has always loved in his heart is just Green Instrument! Maybe he and Lu Yi are already living happily together? Even if he had really thought about spending his life with me, even if he had really made a vow to me, it would have disappeared with the flames of war at that time, right? The tenderest corner in his heart will always only live with a woman named Shi Luyi, and I am just a tenant who occasionally goes to the wrong room!