Later I was thinking, why did I still hit him even though I knew it was a disaster? I opened my eyes wide and raised my head, breathing heavily to prevent tears from falling. During these long years, apart from reading and reciting Buddhist scriptures, I just thought about the past. Everything seems like yesterday. The pain in my chest, the blood in your heart, your smile, my tears, and the final blur... Whether you become an immortal or become a demon, I have never regretted meeting you. Without you, I would never have met my truest self. You are the deepest sin in my bones, and you are the most painful waiting in my heart. I have gained and lost, and I have held onto happiness when it comes. Everything is fine, I just haven't given up on you yet. Close your eyes and it feels like you are holding me in your arms again. ¬Hehe, being able to live in a dream is probably a kind of beauty.