Four years have passed, a full four years have passed, and I still can't help but think of his smile, his sadness, his happiness, and his helplessness. . . I remember his mobile phone number and home phone number so clearly. Every year on his birthday, I would send him a blessing message. Unfortunately, I never received a reply from him because the number was out of service. The beginning of the outage was the beginning of his heart stopping for me. But my heart is still beating for him, and there is always a name in the depths of my heart: Han, Ling Shaohan. In this 37-degree day, thinking of this name still makes me feel like winter and cold, because I have lost the owner of the name forever. He no longer has my exclusive mark on his body, and no longer has my taste. What he gave me was his helpless and hateful expression in the end, hating my ruthlessness and my selfishness. . .
No one knows the reason why I left him, and I don't want Han to know that after I lose this world, I will still love him the most in five years, so I am here to confess everything about 5 years ago and these 5 years. I want to seize this 0.00001% Hope to let him understand that I still have him in my heart. Although it is too late now, I hope that I can hear his heartbeat for me again in my short years. . .