The Best You I Have Ever Met

--Time wears away not only the edges and corners, but also the remaining warmth. I have been thinking about what I have done in my youth that is worth remembering for the rest of my life. I think that thing was probably getting to know him, falling in love with him, and leaving him. And miss him forever. I thought life would just go by naturally. Until I received that red invitation. The two names juxtaposed above are beautifully written. But it also took away the beautiful young man in my memory. The boy I have loved for seven years can now give others a future. The boy I followed for seven years no longer needs me. I still remember that winter, I fell into the snow chasing a little yellow dog. You jumped down from the tree and squatted in front of me. I kept rubbing my hair and looking at the distant sky. He didn't say anything about pulling me up. I looked up and realized you were so beautiful. I was stunned, looking up in such a strange posture. You said, why didn't you call me when you fell? At that time, when you were picking green dates from the tree, I was afraid that you would be frightened by me and fall off. I said, I forgot. Anyway, I'm not without arms or legs, I can stand up on my own. You stand up and say, Bai Lenuan, why do you always forget that I am by your side. The voice was hovering above my head, as if he couldn't find a home, but I didn't take him in. I moved my cold hands, curled my lips and stood up. I didn't say anything, I just looked up at the green dates on the tree. You said nothing. Climb the tree and pick green dates. In fact, I was just thinking that the person who will forget should be you. In fact, I raised my head not to look at you. I just wanted to stretch my stiff neck. I put my hand on my forehead to block the sunlight from my eyes. It's so intense that it takes up my whole field of vision, which I don't like because then I can't see you. Bai Lenuan. What to do? Will you forget me in the future? I never knew how to answer, so I simply didn't speak. Squat down and eat the green dates you threw to me. The consequence is that you jump out of the tree. I put the green dates in my hat and took them away. Not one was left for me. And wouldn't talk to me for a week. No matter how much I kick your ass in the back seat you ignore me. Finally, I couldn't stand it anymore, so I grabbed you early in the morning and forced you to forgive me. I said I brought you breakfast. As a result, the soy milk was already cold when I took it out. You took the soy milk without saying a word, and then I unilaterally assumed that you had forgiven me. Because you drank the cup of soy milk, but you didn't return the cup to me. But I never answered that question. To this day, I still miss you. I found that my snow-covered question finally had an answer. I want to tell you so much that I have not forgotten you and I will never forget you. Because I have ever met the best you.