This work tells the story of college students' pursuits in life after graduation, including confusion and madness. A story that has nothing to do with romance, but is closely related to love. It is inevitable that we will be lost sometimes in our lives, but there is always a voice calling you deep in your heart, leading you to the life you truly yearn for. Put aside the voices of the world, forget the worldly perspective, and look for the life you want. Don't assume there is an afterlife, because you know there will be no afterlife, and there will be no do-over. If you don't cherish some people and things, you will miss them forever. The novel uses the perspectives of multiple people to explain the world, with the past and present constantly jumping between each other. What I want to write is not a fairy tale. I just want you to know that if your body goes too fast, then please stop and wait for our souls and our love. Hope you like it, thank you