I just have to look at you.
I said this to myself.
Then I just looked at you.
Watch you being pulled down from the clouds.
Watch as you are deceived by the person you trust most.
Watching you get abandoned by the person you love the most.
Watching you bear countless pains that should not be borne by you.
Then - watching you fall from the high building of the hospital.
The cheerful and sunny boy in the past was now only a puddle of untreated blood on the ground that made people sigh.
There is nothing I can do.
Nor is he qualified to do anything.
If I could do it again... Maybe, I wouldn't just look at you again.