Before Qu Jingshu met Dong Xiangning, he had never had a girlfriend. After he held Dong Xiangning's hand, he realized that the girl's hand was so delicate and soft, and that feeling made his heart surge. Before that, Jingshu had never even touched a girl's fingertips, let alone holding hands, but it was not true that Jingshu had no emotional experience at all.
Jingshu had a hazy romance in high school. Because of the college entrance examination, he had suppressed the surging emotions in his heart, and that beautiful hazy period naturally died young. Jingshu has no regrets. He has made too many choices. He understands that life is like this. The reason why people get something is because they give up and pay something of equal value. But he could never forget that beautiful time of first love in his youth.