He thought that he could stay with him all his life and be his "little wife", but as he grew up, those loves gradually sank into the quagmire. It's not that he didn't say it, he couldn't say it. Faced with a person who treats his girlfriend as a treasure all day long, what else can you say?
The last extravagant wish is to stay by his side forever, so she can only go to the place closest to him.
However, he was wrong, so wrong. In order to stay with him, he took advantage of Xijin's feelings for him, but this pushed that person further away until he could no longer recover.
But, no matter what, I still love you and I have to be you. No matter where you escape to, since you have fallen in love with me, I will never let you go no matter what.