Time stops at 19:15 on May 6, 2007. At this moment, love stops, heartache stops, helplessness stops, longing stops... Everything quiets down and remains in an inconspicuous corner of time, no one cares about it anymore.
At this moment, my story, my novel, and my love stopped and turned into a string of words. Engraved in the memory of thoughts.
It took me a long time to finish writing this novel that belongs to Niu Niu, a story of my own.
At the beginning, I wrote hard, and every word was filled with heartache and emotion. I wrote more than half of it. Then it suddenly stopped at a certain moment and I found that I couldn't continue at all. Every word that fell was engraved in my heart, and deep pain spread throughout my body. Unable to continue, I stopped writing, but the pain did not stop.
I told myself that I must go on firmly, finish writing about her, and truly put an end to all this. So I picked up the pen again and recorded it while crying miserably. I thought tears would wake people up, but I missed them even more. I told myself that my thoughts must be suppressed, but I couldn't even breathe. I stood in the words, lonely and crying. Everything turns to tears.
In May, everything is gone. The bright sunshine, without the ambiguous atmosphere, makes people clear. The pain is gone, and I have no choice but to continue. Understand that we will never intersect again, and we will all live separately in the same time and space. My heart suddenly stopped hurting and began to calm down as usual. I decided to continue with these words.
Conception: