I always feel that I am a bystander, watching other people's joys and sorrows, and then following their joys and sorrows, and then gradually integrating into them. I always say, I am such and such, at least I am not like some people that everyone dislikes, but that is what I am, that is what I am, you know.
Where should the story start? I was thinking deeply. It has to be bloody enough, live enough, loser enough, realistic enough, and resonant enough, right? If there is no resonance, no one will be interested in reading it. Often when we watch a story, we often put ourselves into a certain role. Well, maybe not everyone is like this, but at least I am. I have experienced countless adventures, had countless soul-stirring relationships, and had numerous life-and-death friendships. Okay, enough nonsense, let's begin the story.
A long time ago, a long time ago, how long is it? It's as long as you think it is. In fact, it wasn't long ago. When I was 5 years old, I discovered that I was a very hypocritical woman. Well, let me correct you, a little girl who was very good at pleasing people. I would smile sweetly at those adults and get the compliments I hoped for, eh. Whether it's sincere or perfunctory, who cares, I don't know how old I am. Then I spent my childhood in this state, passed through elementary school, and came to junior high school, an age full of rebellion and ambiguity.