She said. I'm so sad. So sad, so sad. I was so sad that I couldn't even cry. I was so sad that I even forgot how to express my expression. If you smile, you can make the rain shine. So why can't I be happy no matter what? The trembling white teeth bit the red lip. Hot blood flowed down. No matter how painful it is, I forget to cry. I really want to be like a baby. I need a swaddle that is strong enough to make me laugh and cry. Now I'm like a puppet. Numb and motionless. It's as if your own story doesn't matter to you. Indifferent and indifferent. Indifferent and silent in pain.