He knew clearly that loving him meant hurting him, but he still couldn't stop his growing feelings. This contradiction was as painful as tearing him apart. It seemed like she was nestled in his arms, and seemed to satisfy all his willful demands.
Don't worry, I understand your contradiction, your life is up to me to save you, as long as you live in the sun, I would rather become the bright moon, always give you hope in the darkness, and lead you to welcome the sunshine of tomorrow.