Why, why didn't you kill me directly, why did you make my life so painful, why did you let me lose myself in my heart, why did you still pester me and refused to let me go? When I was taken away by you, I was no longer me and became a person living in the dark. In the darkness, living in the darkness forever, why, why still refuse to give up, what did you think when I died, I don't know, and there is no way, maybe I can only escape, but I don't regret it, I don't regret everything I did, even if I fell into the darkness. . . . .