In every long-lasting secret love, the most addictive but inextricable thing should be getting news about him or meeting him accidentally. Even if the casual encounter is carefully prepared by oneself, I believe that it may not be a good thing to find that bright spot in life in those obscure and boring reading lives, even if so many people's secret love ends in vain.
Many people have experienced the feeling of secret love. They are so the same but things are so different. They cannot share their little thoughts with others. They are afraid that others will see them, but they carefully write them in their diaries before going to bed or turn over the figure of that person over and over in their minds. The feeling of liking someone is so subtle. Sometimes when I think about him, even his appearance is hazy. The harder I think about it, the less clear I can see it, just like myself at that time.