Until now, I can no longer distinguish between my feelings
I don't know what love is and what hate is
I don't know how many more fourteen years there are in this life
I really want to let go of the memories of so many years
But every time when I really want to let go
Those wisps are becoming more and more vivid and hot
It makes my gentle heart more and more restless
Until now, I know that if I can't let you go
I will always be influenced by you in my life
My eyes will always only stay on you
many years ago
Just want to write to you
Let's talk about the love and hate between us
I hope that by the time I finish writing these letters
I can let you go well
Then start a life without you
PS: Actually, this is not really Lily, it's just talking about my past with my former best friend, but why is there no normal person to choose from (＿＿)ノ｜bi
I don't know how long it will take to write. I should just write whatever comes to mind. There is no chronological order, stream of consciousness, and updates are irregular. Please don't jump into the trap.
Now after writing twenty or thirty letters, I realized that I really wanted to change the summary, but I didn't want to ruin the record time of the first release, so I didn't change it.