"No, I have to say it, otherwise I might not be able to control myself..." He pushed Ryoma away in a daze and stood up, "I have made up my mind not to look for you, but... I can't help but look for you again. Seeing that your face is getting worse day by day... How happy am I? I am really hopelessly selfish... ... Later on, I really reflected on myself, and I resisted not seeing you, but I don't know if it was a coincidence, but I actually dealt with you again." At this point, Shusuke turned his back to Ryoma, "I don't know if I should say thank you to him, or say, mind my own business..."
Ryoma squinted and saw that under the light of the desk lamp, he could vaguely see the corners of the chestnut-haired boy's raised mouth, especially when he said the last sentence, the corners of his mouth were raised high.
A cold feeling spreads in the tip of my heart, it is very chill...