My childhood was like a dream. When I woke up from the dream, I didn't know whether the boy girlfriends in the dream had appeared in my life. Many people say that I only want Awen more than I can get, but after all, what I want is Awen, whether it is him when I was young or when he grew up. I have always known that Awen likes me, but we are not together. After all, am I a coward or is he a coward?