I had that dream again last night, and I still cried when I woke up.
In the dream, I saw him holding my crying child and walking away step by step. I chased him and shouted to let me see the child again. In the distance of the dream, he stopped and turned around and said to me that he wanted the child to come with me.
If you want a child, go with him. . . .
But. . . .
I can't do it