Leaving is not done willingly, I just feel comfortable after running away, but if I run away for too long, my heart will be empty.
All the waiting is not necessary, I just feel that it is a happy thing to wait for you to search and find me with an almost broken heart, and let me cry and say "I won't go back."
But you didn't. You threw me away like trash five years ago and stopped caring about me. All the oaths of eternal love became a piece of empty paper, no, not even a piece of broken paper.
Everything about us should never have started from the beginning. Sometimes I wonder why the previous emperor didn't beat us to death with a stick when we first met, so that nothing would happen later.
Emperor? Chen Jingxian? Lover? Those are none of my business now. I just keep running away. If I run away, I won't be hurt again.
Then, don't go back to me now.
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