If you haven't forgotten him yet
Then the following can probably be established
I love you less than you love him one ten thousandth
I can't let you go, I can't forget you even one tenth of it
My open and bold persistence is not one percent as good as your silent and hidden persistence.
I'm not one-tenth as happy to see you as you are to see him.
His position in your heart is too strong and important
The impact on you is profound
I suddenly felt
My feelings for you are nothing
Or is he defeated by your feelings for him?
Maybe the latter is more powerful
Otherwise, why wouldn't you have any reaction?
Indifferent