We are always hard to choose between friendship and love. The feeling of loving someone to the core is really indescribable. Everyone has their own stories happening, some are ordinary, some are dramatic, some are horrific, etc. We can never feel the joy, anger, sorrow and joy that others feel. Even two people who are very close to each other cannot fully feel all the feelings of the other person. We always think that we understand but do not consider the people next to us. I lost a good friend in my world like this. I thought I still had a boyfriend, but it was not like this. I lost everything on the same day. I fell from the clouds to the ground. It hurt, it hurt...