She has been cursed since birth, and it is a great shame for a vampire to be cursed;
She resented the world, but even more resented herself for being so incompetent and unable to do anything.
She has no one to bandage herself, so what? Just hide in a corner and lick your wounds by yourself!
She has no one to protect her, so what? Just become stronger by yourself and protect yourself!
She has no one to care about her, so what? I never need it, I stand on my own feet!
She has no one to like her, so what? I don't need feelings, and happiness tells myself that I don't deserve it!
She is very strong, so strong that it makes people feel sad.