If you want to exchange intoxication for desolation, don't break your heart by singing clear songs. The things that are more heartbreaking than that are not forgetting each other and hating each other, but that in the unknown future, at every moment, everything in the past turns into invisible blood-stained antagonism. Everything is the same as before, except you are not there. Things change and people change, which is the gentlest cruelty.