I am a priest, to be precise, a priest affiliated with the Catholic Church. In other words, the closest thing to heaven. But obviously, this is what I have to accept as a child from a Catholic family. I don't know when I started walking farther and farther away from my savior, God.
I'm very confused, I don't know what to do, how to take the next step. I feel like I can hardly move now, but I am still hiding behind the wooden grid as usual, lowering my voice to act like the Heavenly Father in people's hearts.
Listening to the complaints and sobbing coming from outside the wooden grid, I opened a thick Bible. It only had the Old Testament, not the New Testament. In Catholicism, the New Testament is not recognized. We firmly believe that Jesus was born into the world to redeem the sinful people in the world. God sent his only begotten son, Jesus, to come to earth to die on behalf of mankind's sins and shed his blood to atone for mankind's original sin. Only by believing in and relying on a savior, Jesus, to atone for mankind's sins can people seek eternal life after death.
Chronicles, Exodus, Leviticus, page after page, looking for what I should say at this time.
When my hand turned to the first few pages of the diary, I paused. It is the story of the flood that destroyed the world. God said everything will be destroyed again. Until then, nothing will exist. I also know that because everything has an end. I wonder if my faith, the faith I have had since childhood, should also be destroyed.
Conception: