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The sun has set
Even the shadow has left me
Looking at the way we came
No one knows I cried
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Tired of the dream-like life in heaven, when I came to the world, I just wanted to experience reality; take off your coat of feathers and petals, wash away the lead mixed with your rouge and perfume, close your eyes, and quietly listen to the sound of my heartbeat.
I don't know since when, I fell in love with the silence of the night. Black, endless black, covered everything in me that I didn't dare to expose during the day. I was extremely excited, and I did whatever I wanted naked.
I hid in every lighted window to peek at people who were losing their souls like me. Seeing so many fellow travelers in this lonely world, I secretly rejoiced.
I drifted from one window to another, watching the colorful patterns in the strange night, like mold in a damp corner, multiplying endlessly. I breathed in the musty smell, and my excitement swelled crazily.
The night is getting darker and darker, and my sense of smell has begun to rot. I want to stay away from here, stand in the clouds and be blown away by the wind.
I was swallowed up by the night, and my soul floated in the lonely night sky, meditating. Those star-like windows are the eyes of the city, blinking on and off alternately. I know that every day they work hard on the one thing they think is the most meaningful: to prove that they exist. A few years later, they even forget about themselves.
No one knows the source of my pain, because I have long been separated from the world. Singing in the night sky as dark as hell
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Passionate dreams open at night
Like poetry, the ground is filled with fragrance
Two souls entangled
squeeze in
Hell and Heaven
Crazy and depressed at the same time
Don't know what you are looking for
Under the warm body
The lost things are still fragrant
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