It's not love, I know.
It's not love I have for her.
Just because she said that only loneliness can lead to freedom.
And I am happy with her freedom.
Also, I like men, so I don't love her.
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The reason why it is not classified as Danmei is because this is a true story that happened to me.
There is no trace of hypocrisy. I have just experienced those injuries and pains, laughter and tears, confusion and struggles.