Pet

He finally got the "happiness" he wanted. I should be happy for him, doesn't it mean that to love someone is to be happy with his happiness? But why do my eyes hurt so much that I can't stop crying? Why is my chest so tight, so tight that I can barely breathe? I don't want him to die, although this is the happiness he really wants. I am not so selfless, so selfless that even after losing him, I still bless and pray for him... I hate him. Because he doesn't love me. My love is selfish, he betrayed me, so I want to curse him. Go to hell with his lover. Never, ever let me see him again, otherwise I will never let him go, and I will never let him leave my sight. I will never let him die. Absolutely not, even if I personally break his beautiful wings or cut off his hands and feet, I will never let him have the chance to leave again. But then he won't feel "happy"... I know. He doesn't love me at all.