When I came to Dayong, where I was helpless, my best wish was: "I am too lazy to paint my eyebrows, and too late to put on makeup and toiletry." I worked hard towards my goal, and just wanted to be safe in my life.
I don't want to fight, I just want to live a mediocre life. Looking back at the road paved with bones, I realize that I have changed beyond recognition, I am no longer myself, yes, I was not me in the first place.