He Huasheng once admired a handsome male writer. In order to find his traces, she found Cheng Fengying who went to the same school with vague memories. She always regarded him as that handsome male writer.
Gradually, she discovered that he was obsessed with everything about him, but she couldn't tell whether she was obsessed with the male writer she admired or this handsome man.
When she knew that everything about him was beyond her reach, it was even difficult for her to even meet him.
She hates herself,
In the vague memories, she struggled and suffered like a dream.
As time goes by, there will always be someone who gradually becomes a passer-by in her life, but there is one person who appreciates her talent. She doesn't know whether she is happy or sad.
In this world, you may meet such a man. You have no phone contact with him, you don't know where he is, you don't know what he needs, and you can't even see him, but you love him as always.
(If the prosperity remains and time permits, I will immerse myself in my own world and never wake up.)