The person you fall in love with at the age of 18 must be the person you truly love.
In the years to come, you will understand that it is difficult for you to simply fall in love with someone.
I am a fool in love. Since I fell in love with him when I was 18 years old, I have been stuck in this quagmire of first love forever, and I can never get out. The whole world reminds me that he
He will not belong to me. He is warm and sunny, and his sunshine can shine on everyone around him, and it seems that everyone will like him. He is passionate about his dreams and moves forward courageously. He is a born action person, but I have always catered to his rhythm. I have no room to love his world. In front of love, I became a fool and accepted everything from him unconditionally.
However, he still refused to stay like the wind, leaving me alone to face his broken promises, learn to heal, learn to see the world alone, and learn to love others. After breaking up with him, I seemed to have grown up overnight. But no matter how many roads I have traveled and how many scenery I have seen, I still cannot find someone who is exactly the same to love. Returning to the city where we were together, every old song, every street, and every particle of air is filled with his shadow.
However, fate decided to leave him to me. He lost one of his legs in an accident. After his physical disability, his whole body was completely sealed like hiding in a clam shell. Become timid and have low self-esteem. After many years of separation, when I saw him again in a wheelchair, I forgot about my hatred, and every bit of my memory was filled with the beauty of being with him. He used to walk so fast that I couldn't keep up, but I was always worried about being left behind, so I could only keep up with his pace. We missed a lot of scenery that we could slow down and appreciate. I want to cure him and give us a chance again.
I accompanied him to face the fact of his disability, and at the same time, I gradually made him feel that I needed him so much. He said that if other people's boyfriends do it, I will do the same to you. And he did it all. When he could smile and respond to other people's strange looks, I knew he had really come out. I regained my confidence and sunshine. I saw that long-lost magical smile on his face again. He no longer cares, no longer breaks his promise, and becomes another love fool as if he was reborn. We cannot choose the arrangement of fate, but we can choose how to deal with fate.
I would like to dedicate this document to those who have had the same experience as You Lijia and are trying to get back on their feet, as well as to the love fools who accompany them.