Even she herself didn't know that it turned out that all those young and frivolous dreams, those arrogance, rebellion and stubbornness, suddenly no longer mattered to her. All the past was no longer worthy of her strong persistence, and became withered memories, worthy only of giving up and forgetting to commemorate.
It turned out that she had already abandoned herself, the so-called crazy self, several years ago, just to wait for a hope called extravagant hope.