(The thing I fear most in my life is separation. If I can't hold my son's hand and grow old with him, I just want to live and die together and be with him. I'm not afraid of life or death. What I'm afraid of is leaving me or you alone.)
After many years, Fang Fei understood that for a woman, love is not about finding someone to rely on. What we need is dependence. Not just for you to stand behind me, what we need is an equal position and mutual support. You are the center of my life, just like revolution, no matter how I go around, I can't live without you; but at the same time, first of all, I am the center of myself, just like rotation, I must first make myself strong enough, I should have my own orbit. Foreseeing Song Lian was Fang Fei's biggest disaster. They met in the best years, fell in love secretly for four years, spent two years together, and devoted almost all of a woman's best years to it, from the age of nineteen to twenty-five. Just when she thought she would never be moved by him again, she met Leng Lie. Song Lian influenced Fang Fei's best six years, and Leng Lie dominated Fang Fei's future life.
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