Many years later, she finally discovered that if she hadn't meddleed in others' affairs, hadn't acted hastily, hadn't surrendered her whole heart, and hadn't been so paranoid about asking him for an answer, everything would have been different.
But where are there so many ifs.
——As long as he trusts me a little bit, I can understand the cause and effect of his reticence; as long as I trust him a little bit, he can understand my anxious pulse. But in the end, none of us have it.
It can only be missed.
Missed all the time.