Preface
I have never written a novel seriously.
The bad men and women that emerged in the class blinded the eyes of the labor and management, so I wrote this indictment of blood and tears with a bit of resentment that "you will not be together" (no!)
Love has always been a very solemn thing in my understanding. We have to consider the future and current life, and it cannot be easily replaced by "I love you" or more sensational words. You will encounter many difficulties in life. You need to tolerate everything about the other person, and the other person must tolerate everything about you.
Let's leave aside marriage for now, because marriage is a more mysterious thing. Love is solemn, I said before. Life is not an idol drama, and it is not something that can be promised for the rest of your life as long as you are in love with each other.
I have never been in love, so I may not be accurate, but I think love does not require fighting for the other half. The heroine I set is generous and can trust anyone, but she never talks about love because love is too heavy and she doesn't know what love is. The male protagonist is a master of ceremonies. In the process of being a master of ceremonies, he becomes more and more confused about love and his knowledge of love becomes less and less confident.
Love is not as easy as imagined. It is impossible for two people to fall in love with each other after falling in love at first sight. If it does happen, it will only become mutual disgust.
As mentioned before, it is difficult for both parties to tolerate each other. Men and women who are deeply in love think that they are broad-minded enough to tolerate each other's flaws, but after all, not many people can really tolerate everything about the other person. Because the love between Captain Xia and Xiao Zhenzi is too strong, I cannot fully grasp the feelings of love between the male and female protagonists. However, as long as I can describe a general shape, it is enough.