How many decades are there in life?
He spent ten years raising Chrollo and another ten years to forget him.
How many people are there in life who are truly worth dedicating everything to?
He had encountered it, hesitated, accepted it, and finally had to give up.
How many times in life have you become so determined that you have to do it?
He tried hard, hesitated, and finally left heartbroken.
His life has been different from the beginning, so he is destined to be controlled by fate?
No, he is not willing to do so.