Heart, where is it?
You know where you are, but you don't know where your heart is. By following the rules and being obedient, she lost herself. She knew that this was not the real her, but she was forced to do this.
Hitomi, can you see clearly?
What you see has become true, and what you see is not false. Can you really see through the past, present and future? I hate myself for not knowing the sinister nature of people's hearts. I hate myself for deviating from my true nature and losing myself in putting on pretense every day.
Light is gained and then lost.
Once you had it, it was full of joy and beauty. If you lose it, you will drown yourself in the shadow. In front of her family, she is a warm and lovely daughter, a sister who protects her younger brother. Wearing a vest, she makes a lot of jokes and often makes complaints. She is cheerful and active, and she makes friends online.
Shadow, drowning.
The shadow of the past lingers, looking down to see scars, closing her eyes is a nightmare, reminding her of the past all the time. She had to give up her preferences and had to force a change. In front of others, she lives alone, does not seek fame or fortune, is quiet, stiff and weird.
Life progresses in the switching of light and shadow. She gradually adapts to this pattern, but she will also forget the current pattern. Both are complementary but incompatible.
Cognition, twists and turns in contradictions, the heart is locked in the bottom of the heart, when can we know where the heart is, what the eyes are looking at, and return to the true nature.
The people who hurt her in the past were not good people, but most of the people she met later were good people. No matter what, she was grateful to everyone, and gradually learned to distinguish, adapt, get along, take responsibility, and change.
The pupils of the heart are clear and the light and shadow are harmonious.
Companion article "The Qi of Net King Fellows is Like Orchid":
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