He said: You can't afford what I want, but I don't care about what you give.
His love is crippled. Apart from her, he has lost the ability to love anyone else, including himself.
It was a blood curse with fate and original sin. He was destined to be tortured in every possible way from birth. The love that grew wildly in his body was nourished by his blood, and his persistence could not be ended until the fire of life was extinguished.