A relationship is hard to talk about, and a feeling is hard to put into words. I once thought that everything in this world was black and white, but suddenly one day I discovered that there was guilt behind the hurt, feelings behind the betrayal, and concern behind the indifference. But what I thought I missed turned out to be overwhelming one day in the ugliest form.
I thought I saw happiness, but in fact it was just an illusion. When I suddenly woke up, those who loved me were gone, carrying with them the guilt, feelings and concerns that they could never reach. They would never see me again, leaving me struggling in a deep black hole.
What's so scary is that it's just a matter of throwing away happiness and engaging in a life-and-death bet.