It's been so many years, Xiaobei, how are you? Am I the only one who smelled the sweet-scented osmanthus back then? You said, Ye Xi, you only love yourself, but why don't you? If I had been given another chance to choose, I would still have chosen to repeat the grade. The choice would have allowed me to stand by your side better. Even if you would blame me for not going to the same school as you, blaming me for not choosing science, blaming me for not going to your city, if I explain, will you listen? I don't know what happened in your family back then. Forgive me for being timid. After I had a big fight with you, I didn't take the initiative to find you. So Lin Jiajia was by your side at that time. I am very grateful to her, but I am also very jealous of her. Tao Qi said that the way I look at Lin Jiajia is the same as the way he feels when he looks at you. That was something I didn't understand. Now I understand that each of us is loving another person in his own way, but the effects are different. Some succeeded, like you and Lin Jiajia; while others failed, like me and Tao Qi. The only ones who were moved were ourselves. (This is the story of a roommate next to me. I just imagined what happened later. I would like to use this article to wish my roommate can find someone who truly understands and loves her. We are all fools in love. We want to protect but are at a loss.)