Yang Shu will always remember that afternoon, on the campus of T University, under the centuries-old elm trees, there is still the smell of earth in the air after the rain. She was in drag, and her shoes were a pair of slippers. She held a thermos bottle in her hand and watched Lin Xuzhou running from the basketball court against the sun. His whole body seemed to be covered with sunshine. Then he said in a ruffian-like tone: "You forgot, we met six years ago."
Yang Shu felt that her short twenty years of life were disciplined and cautious, and she never remembered how she met such a ruffian boy. The boy she liked should love his children like a father, love his family, be taciturn, have a sad face, and have a weak body full of bookishness. The tall man in front of him wearing a football uniform, with bright eyes, and the word "gentle" are really far apart.
······You can reject me for any reason, but you can't use a dead person as an excuse. This is unfair to me and to us. Lin Xuzhou shouted desperately in the snow, really like a beast that was forced to a dead end. Yang Shu stood at the window on the seventh floor. She even thought about jumping from here. Death would be the savior to relieve the pain. She just thought about it, her thoughts skipped the word "death" and stopped abruptly. She wouldn't. She had promised that girl who was more beautiful and passionate than fire, "I will live well." Yang Shu remembered that her name was Fang Fei, and she always climbed over the low wall of the high school, fell into the barren grass, and secretly peeked at Yang Shu, a model student. She would remember every festival, regardless of the season, and could always create various reasons to trick her out. " "To spend a good night together", they saw the brilliant stars together, chased the scattered dandelions together... But she died on a lonely night, without having time to say a word to her, and she did not even see her remains. The companionship often falls into dreams day and night, and the emptiness of waking up swallows Yang Shu's whole body in loneliness. She is gone, she comes from April and returns to April.
"If there is a future, if there is a future, we can spend the rest of our lives in the sea of people, commemorating and searching." After Yang Shu said these words, he left, leaving so resolutely.