I am also heartless, I can accept the warmth of one boy while loving another boy.
I am also ruthless, I can love a boy and promise him warm words, and at the same time go back to the girl that the boy hates.
I am also ruthless. I can forget those people who I love badly but hurt me while looking for new love.
However, just because I am so heartless, why no one comforts me for my willfulness, and why no one loves me. Why, I thought everyone who loved me hated me so much. Why, I can go through life and death for them, but no one wants to do it for me.
Why am I still not happy when I finally found someone I thought would be okay with me.
Why, why, why. Just because I am a heartless person? Just because I am a bitch at heart, even though I know it is impossible, I still want to beat my head and bleed to love.