You will always only see my smile. I can't tell you the pain that is buried deep in my heart. The beast is tearing at my heart late at night, and it hurts my heart. Countless midnight dreams, suddenly you are staring deep in the eyes, smiling down at three thousand flying geese. You may have known about it for a long time and just used ignorance as an excuse to pass it off. Perhaps it is destined to be an afterthought. It doesn't bother me. Anyway, this feeling is true to me and has nothing to do with you.