The more lonely a person is, the more afraid he is of being alone, and the more lonely he becomes. The more you force yourself to let go, the harder it is to let go. I thought about leaving, I thought about not seeing you, I thought about not saying anything. But in the end, I still couldn't, couldn't leave, couldn't not see, couldn't not say anything. The more you try to avoid it, the more you will hit it.