It's like tearing my heart in two, like blood flowing until numbness, but I know that no matter how painful it is, it is still painful. There is no way out, no end, no, nothing, just a body without blood, heart, and everything. It can't laugh or cry, can't feel, can't have thoughts. Time has even stayed at this moment. I know that everything is still running as usual, but I have sealed myself and used it for pain.
(Zhang)