Loving someone is inherently inexplicable. If you really want to ask for a reason, it is probably - the bastard looks at the mung bean and sees the right person...
Lin Jiaxiao also felt that he had to be kicked in the head by a donkey to fall in love with that awkward acceptor.
Lin Jiaxiao knew that she had identified with him and loved him for the rest of her life.
Since you love him, then let go and like him boldly. No matter how bad his reputation is, Lin Jiaxiao only has this life, and he can only love him once.