Han Yun has always felt that his life has been a failure, mainly because he failed to live up to expectations. The daughter of a rural brigade captain in the 1970s had the opportunity to study and was smart, but for so-called love, she disappointed her family who cared about her again and again. In the end, although she followed him to the city, only she knew the grievances involved. Her husband no longer had feelings for her, and her son also found her nagging, and was taught by his father to alienate him. Having a baby at the age of eighteen and being young and not knowing how to take care of it hurt your body. Now I am only 45 years old and have been ill for a long time. Now I have finally reached the advanced stage of gastric cancer. Whenever I am alone in the ward, I will think of what my life would have been like if I had not fallen out with my family and not married but studied hard and went to college. Many people say that they are not satisfied, married a good man, and moved to the capital. But who knew that he was the one who seemed to seduce her because of the ingredients. That's all, that's all, this life is over anyway... Hey! Mom and dad, my daughter is sorry for you...