This novel is frustrating to read. Such a beautiful girl lived a life of hell on earth during her flowery years, allowing those cruel people to beat, abduct, and rape her, and even forced her to sell her vagina and use it as a tool for reproduction. However, the child could not belong to her, and the money from selling the vagina did not belong to her. Because of the breakdown of her family - a car accident left her father disabled, and after a series of accidents, she lost her sweet and cozy home. From then on, she became a lonely boat on the vast sea, struggling in the stormy waves...