Because of the extreme misfortune in her childhood, she formed a personality that is paranoid and persistent about love. After meeting him, she humbled herself to the dust for her love for him, but still blossomed in her heart. She felt that love was like a bet, betting that he would be the love of her life, betting that his love for her was as solid as a rock, but she never thought that it was her paranoid love that eventually made him afraid and exhausted, and finally used all means just to leave her.
She should have been the object of his hatred, but he never thought that he would feel love and pity for her while they were together. He once thought that he could love her for the rest of his life, but he never thought that life would be so long and tiring. He wanted to protect her, but found that he was walking into the abyss at every turn. In the end, he was powerless, so he told a big lie, which finally broke her heart to death. But after leaving her, he realized that no one was willing to love him like she did.