When I saw the scenery outside the window changing from light to dark on the train, those memories emerged from my mind, and some strange emotions suddenly emerged. I thought of what you said to me, from now on, can't you see the spring and autumn here, can't you see me? Tears suddenly stayed in my eyes. After three months in Qingdao, those deliberate disguises could no longer continue, and it seemed that I had become as lonely and silent as before. I think I still can't be happy, I want to have your past, I'm eager to forget, I'm eager for peace, I'm eager to let go