I don't want to grow up without memories like that. I want everything I have ever had to stay with me. This is what I naively said to myself at that time. I don't know until today how ridiculous this thing is. ——Yuan Sijin
No childhood sweethearts. There is no third party involved. There is no hateful male or female counterpart. It's just a slightly helpless story of a simple ordinary person who ended up without a problem that many people may have experienced when they were young.
People say that art comes from life and is higher than life. I am honest. If you happen to find that this story seems familiar to you, but it is subtly different from the version you are familiar with, yes, it is probably me. Please give me your last tenderness and don't ask anything. This is probably my last recollection of my hopeless youth.